So I attempted a realistic drawing. Realism is really Interesting to attempt. I gotta say drawing real skin can be very difficult. I was zooming in a lot. I think I might still like to retouch It a little bit because I think I can still make it better.
I guess I’ll explain the whole concept of this sketch.
As I already explained before my brothers death, my parents immediate divorce afterwards, loosing the home I grew up in, seeing the horribleness of animals going extinct and the world being polluted to death, and humanity suffering, life was tough.
I have this tendency to really not want to go on living because I just don’t want to deal with a huge unexpected drama, loss, or trauma.
I keep on holding on though because I know in my heart living is beautiful. I had had crazy salvia death trips where I swear I died and lost everything that connected me to this reality. I did my best to come back here and was ecstatic when I came back to the “real world”.
The rose I’m holding represents the Hidden beauty of life. Sometimes I feel trapped, like no matter what I do I’m going to get hurt, but I have been able to hang in there.
It really is worth holding on to and I hope I never forget.
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So my Sketch for the Invention Competition won 15th place
I can’t believe it! I thought I should have tried to make my entry way better but I got in the top 25 anyways ♥
I can now feature anyone of my sketches on sketch club but I’m not sure which one I want to choose!
Here Is The Sketch I entered! Just In case you didn’t get to see it!
Yay For Stars and Features! I just have to figure out what sketch I should feature or If i should just feature this one. This is my Sketch Club Profile. I got 22 Fans who I adore! Also I downloaded sketch club about 2 months ago. Its been the best ever since then. I didn’t get the first Screen shot where sketch club was congradulating Me But I made sure to get at least one picture of the good news I woke up to ^ ^
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So I’ve been going to school for awhile now but I’m already about to graduate! I only need 3 classes to get my AA degree in marketing. I would take them this summer but I heard your only allowed to take 6 units which is only two 3 unit classes.
The reason I’m going to stay in school until I’m 26 is because that’s when I start having to pay for school out of my own pocket. My dad is in the military so he transferred his benefits he got from the post 9/11 GI bill. I love to get paid for going to school.
So by the Time I turn 26 in the Year 2015 I’ll have a
AA degree in:
- Graphic Arts Design
Certificates of Achievement in :
- Small Business Entrepreneur Ship
- Deign for the Web
- Website Construction and Maintenance
I love it. f it were up to me I wish I could just go to school forever and get paid for it. I cant wait to finish my ceramics AA degree that ones going to be real fun.
This is similar to schemas, but it has more to do with the way that you know that the universe works. You know that objects can’t float and that telekinesis isn’t real. You know that people can’t fly and that teleportation is impossible. In order to actively control your dreams, you have to let go of these attachments. You have to free your mind of everything that you ever learned of how the universe works. You must truly realize that everything that you see and do in your dream is just a figment of your imagination. Realizing this will free your mind and allow you to become the omnipotent master of your dream world.”
My First Attempt of a Wake Initiated Dream
The previous night I had seen this youtube vid with instructions on how to astro project.
It was early morning and I followed his instructions; I put a pillow over my eyes so it was dark and imagined I was wearing infinity sign goggles to lock on to my pineal gland to “activate” it. I then got really comfortable and I began to… see my room like if my eyes were open. I was scared though because ever since I moved into my house I felt this weird presence and I felt like I would see it in the astro plane, which I did 0_0 2 of them a tall young guy and a small boy. They ran into my bathroom as if to hide from me because they knew I was scared or something, but I jumped and pulled the pillow off my eyes and kept thinking that wasn’t a dream.
So people use various techniques to achieve this. I’ve heard about about people imagining going down a elevator but honestly this guy explains it perfectly. You just got to stay focused on not falling asleep but let your body get more and more relaxed until you literally get this intense feeling because of the DMT being released (DMT is the chemical that gets from your pineal glad that initiates dreams).
The main thing I want to advice is to actually attempt this during the morning and not the night for several reasons:
- Usually people want to go to bed at night and sleep so there’s a huge lack of focus
- Waking to a lucid dream in the dark can easily start a nightmare, especially if your afraid of the dark
- Once you fall asleep its hard to wake back up until morning
Now the advantages of doing this in the morning when you are almost ready to wake up are:
- Your not lazy and thinking about just sleeping because sleeping is usually not something many people can afford to do
- You can measure how much time you spent in the wake initiated lucid dream
- If it doesn’t work the first time and you fall asleep chances are you will wake up again shortly due to some sort of disturbance that are common in the morning and you can try again
I just finished up the first sketch for Home of Hope and I there’s a lot of meaning behind it that I wanted to convey. I want to let all those who have no family to know that even though if feels like your alone in those world, your not! Unconditional love exists in this world for everyone. Everyone here on earth are in true essence is a family, after all we all share the same home on this planet.
I’m also planing to do specific designs for Seeds of Change and Raising Malawi. Honestly I put a lot of thought into making these designs. All I have ever wanted to do in this world is to make it a better place by helping people. I love meeting people, talking to people, hearing their stories. It doesn’t matter if I don’t know everything about them I still have this strong connection and compassion for every living being in existence. I know it may seem odd but I’m just a very odd person I guess.
I’m going to keep this blog post short since I have to take a test today but I wanted to keep you all updated and show you the new design.
I really hope I was able to convey my sincere love through this piece.
So I just learned you can turn your blog into a full blown book using book smart O_O OMG! lol idk but I love to write in my blog so that’s like the best news . I’m going to have like a 300 page book by the end of the year!
Yay for Announcements Concerning Helping Humanity :
I will be making free one or two colors t shirt designs for Seeds Of Change to help! I’ll be making a few designs that embody Home Of hope for an initiative to raise funds for Raising Malawi
It’ll possibly be printed on May 20th and be sold in Old Town
Also there might be an event August 16th at Club Cobra
In Burbank to help raise funds.
Also word is that Michael Seligman is raising funds for the orphanage which I’m planning to do my best to help out with. ^_^ It’s going to be a lot of meaning projects for me. Helping humanity has always been, and will always be my main concern and joy.
So I love animal crossing especially that one bunny balloon you can get. ^_^ here’s the latest sketch and video I hope it’s cuteness makes you smile .Much love “hugs*
Today Marks The Day Of our First Published Book Now For Available for Everyone Around The World!
The story was written by my mother “Betty” and I,”Sen” provided all the illustrations and my brother “Josh”created all the music for the videos like always. I’m using our nick names because I don’t want to be overly formal but I hope this story can bring a moment of happiness for you and your loved ones.
Our First Official Book to be Published is Now Available on Blurb
I provided the links to the store below as well as a link to the full preview of the book where you can see all the extra additions.
This first video is where I was drawing everything out. It’s literally “behind the scenes” ^_^
The second video I wanted to actually make it so you could read the story. Bear with me its hard to get the timing right with the way I’m recording. There’s a lot of things that were changed in the final book but the story line is the same. My brother created all the music for the videos, like always we stay original.
I want to explain the significance of 11:11 that I included in this new page to the book.
- People from all Around the world meditate at this time for one minute about how we are all connected, and we are all one.
- Know that everyday you exist you are loved and important.
- We all share the same home on this earth and we must remember how much it’s important to stay connected to one another. <3
So here his the preview to the new children’s book we are going to be publishing! It took me almost two days to finish but I feel so proud of how it came out. My mom wrote the whole story and I did the illustrations. We will be publishing it on bulrb so it’s going to be online and available for everyone.
This book represents the beautiful connections we have to the universe. Often people forget to look up at the grand sky that we are all under. Even though you might be thousands of miles away from someone you love we are all under the same sky. So don’t forget whenever your lonely your more connected to the universe and those you love than you might think.
In the Future we won’t need computer screens,phones, or computers because it will all be able to fit in a small necklace that can keep you connected to everyone online as well as project multiple things into existence including a phone, piano,sheet music, the internet, your pictures, whatever you love. Its going to be
This first video gives a great demonstration of the exciting future in store for us.
This next video is the creator himself showing how his invention evolved. This guy is mind blowing, he’s going to be bigger than apples CEO Steve Jobs.
I drew this Sketch using the new sixth sense technology as my inspiration. As a pianist it would be the best invention in the world. Pianos are not very mobile instruments but when they do go easily mobile I’ll be playing everyday! The screen shot I inserted into my sketch was from Crystal Castles Courtship Dating Video but you can’t really tell.
Just a quick fact for you all that I heard in a lecture from top scientists, they say the doubling rate for technology is ever 18 months so I say in 2 years I’m preparing to have my mind blown by all the new high tech gadgets coming out.
Check it out guys! For all you gamers things are going to get Insane!
Here is the Original Chi Sketch from my Sketch book. I didnt write a date on when I drew it but I know I was around 18. I was trying to find the original drawing that I used to make this sketch but it was too hard. The original sketch didn’t have buildings in the background or anything on the left page, I just added that because I thought it would look cool. This is the moment that Hedeki finds Chii in the trash. I know that Chobits is a very “girly” anime but I can’t help it.
The story is really cute but I also liked how I learned a lot of simple Japanese by watching that anime because Hedeki was constantly trying to teach Chi how to speak.I thought the whole concept of persacons, human robots, was a brilliant idea since we probably are going to be facing this reality soon. You have to see what androids are capable now and days, I’ll put a video for you so you can check it out but its so insane.