I took a nap today when we got home from the beach because I was exhausted and was extremely curious about all the energy I had gotten from walking around on the beach. I fixated my thoughts on how good it felt to lay down. Pretty much just tripping out on the sensations of relaxation especially when using your mind to amplify it. This is how I begin my experiments with Wake Initiated Lucid Dreams when I have decided to attempt something … idk how to explain it but litterally you can feel(even kinda hear) your mind getting relaxed, its the same kind of feeling you get when you yawn.
First I started by realizing I could see with my eyes closed within minutes of putting my body to sleep. Id say it usually takes about 3 to 4 minutes to do this or even less so when I say its really easy to do it literally is.The time it takes is key to know when attempting wake initiated lucid dreams aka astro projection. I strongly suggest doing this in the morning when something has woken you up but you decide to keep on sleeping because its really easy to fall back to sleep in the morning when your still tired therefore making astro travel or wake initiated dreams really quick and easy to attempt.
Not only that but doing it in the morning is a lot less scary than doing it at night because its pitch black dark at night and you can easily fall into a nightmare if your afraid of the dark in a that state.All I have to really say is that you have to want to do it instead of just not thinking about anything all lazily, and not caring about keeping focus on your thoughts when you dose off back to sleep.
So I began my experiments about creating energy with my hands. So I started off simple and I feel a huge magnetism force in between where I was focusing energy, just Too much. It got so out of control the light it was emitting was huge , vibrating and expanding. I got scared and it just shocked me with a huge flash of light and hurt my hands T T It felt like a direct hit to the middle of both palms as if i grabbed onto an electric fence but worse.( I had this thought while I was dreaming that being on the beach today charged me with all this energy or something) .
I woke up afterward and went to go tell rob about what happened but then I realized I was dreaming. then I woke up. I decided to continue the experiments so I had 3 more experiment sessions. I tried again to create energy. I made a object materialize into form through energy I was just playing around with it feeling how dense I had made . it actually felt like a real object and materialized into an objects form .I made some movement and somehow turned the object into water which I thought was astonishing. (somehow this water ability connected with this image of this sky blue water goddess looking person)
I drew that picture on paint so its very simple. I’ll probably redraw it soon. ^_^
So pretty much I woke up and my hands were hurting . I have no idea why but even right now they hurt alot . Tripps me out barbecue my hands don’t just starting for no reason. Idk I haven’t even played the piano recently but they hurt like they really did get shocked T T idk but its annoying . Mostly my right hand tho.
update: my hands continuously hurt for a whole week after this experiment which was truly some strange phenomenon